Perspective

Well, I think Ashley helped me put things in perspective. I'm not going to shave my head and turn into a public mess like brit-brit. I'm sure if I tried hard enough I could, but considering I don't have her millions or the media watching me it would just be kind of pathetic.

I don't even know where to start to recap the past couple of weeks. I think the best way to describe it would be a lot of high high's and low low's.

• Girls night is one of the best things invented and invoked in like for-evuh.
• The movie Stardust is brilliant. I had read the book, and you know that can go oh so wrong, but it was just spot on perfect. It almost, but not quite, rivals Princess Bride.
• I love sushi. Wendy came to visit and this time there were no shootings. We went to Sushi Mirai on division and I ate myself into a sushi high. We then went to Jerry's over on division, which is quickly turning into one of my favorite places to hang out.
• Rose and Dr. Who have been seperated and I cried-lots.
• My past and my present collided. My thanks to everyone who offered support. Even ex-boy, who I contacted in the middle of the night while in the midst of emotionally falling apart, offered some hope. It was someone elses story, so that is why I haven't really put it out there and I'm shaken, but ok.
• Flirty-boy came over to meet some of you. I had a fabulous evening, even if I didn't win.
• With that said though, I have to let this go. I'm going to go to Cancun next week (whoopee), that will give me time to regroup, and come back and seriously deal with this on-line dating. I realized though that for a rebound relationship I didn't do anything harmful, but this isn't going to go anywhere. I also realized that if I don't let this go then I miss out on the thrill of the chase. I want to be chased damn it!
• Work should return to normal next week. It has to because I want the other part of my life back.
• I am almost moved into my new/old office. I love my window.
• Just be warned that Kristi now has esp and it is freaky. If you are thinking of doing anything that might not be a good idea, she will know.
• I swam a mile. I know, a whole mile. I was on a bit of a high from that yesterday. I'm going to the gym this afternoon and then out with the old boss and his harem tonight.
• My goal is to go to cancun and eat, drink and be merry, but also make sure I find time to do healthy things, like go to the gym or take a swim. Do you hear me Dan?! We can go jogging on the beach, or I could walk really fast while you jog in circles around me! I've worked too hard to drop this weight and a vacation is not going to throw me completely off course. I hope!
• Gym buddy and I took a pilates class last week and I almost died. 25 minutes into it I looked at the clock and prayed it was only a half hour class. It wasn't. I don't know how but I managed to make it through. There were a couple of times I had to pause and catch my breath, or rub a burning muscle, but I made it through. We are going again next week. I almost wish I didn't know how painful it was to do! What makes this even funnier is that gym buddy and I would watch them waving their arms and wiggling their legs and think that it had to be so easy. Mock not, lest ye be put through the wringer!
• I miss you all and greatly appreciate your comments. Regular posting shall resume next week.